This time around, I took a way diiferent approach to my secret mixter.

I purposely didn’t start until the upload period began. *Fuck what was I thinking!$#@$
Recently I’ve been doing a lot of producing for other people, and I wanted to get myself out of the “everything needs to be perfect ” funk I’ve been trapped in.

So when I saw that 7OOP3D drew me in this secret mixter and I also drew them, well, I had to continue the conversation.

I voiced some stream of conscienceness dissonant minor 9th piano chords and did the same with the lyrics and melody lines, chanelling the 70’s when there were less rules and structure in a pop song.

A song about resilience.
Hope you like !!

Pellas are uploaded here


I’m Going Down (but I’m gonna get up again)

I’m going down down down down down
but I’m gonna get up again

I’m falling down down down down down
but I’m gonna getta up again

Sticks and stones may break my bones
but names will never hurt me
Blindman’s bluff is not enough
with friends that won’t desert me
follow me around the world
like shadow paparazzi
hold your tounge and bite your lip
choose your poison take a sip

I’m going down down down down down
(I let you down)
but I’m gonna get up again
(I let you down)

I’m going down down down down down
(I let you down)
but I’m gonna getta up again
(I let you down baby)


(You learn the way
between the lies
but I found you every time)

But I found you every time!

(I read your mind
and made you blind)
Now I’m sorry I ever brought you here!

[JAZZ INTERLUDE]

There’s some kind of movie playing
that we know the ending of
take my hand I’ll show you something
fairytales are not enough!
(when you’re going down)
but I’m gonna get up again
I’m going down!
but I’m gonna get up again!

[solo]

I’m going down - down

I’m going down down down down down
but I’m gonna get up again

I’m going down down down down down
but I’m gonna getta up again

There’s some kind of movie playing
we all know the ending of
take my hand I’ll show you something
fairytales are not enough!
(when you’re going down)

WATCH ME GET UP AGAIN…

Down!
I’m going down!
Yeah down down down down down!
Downward
Get up again
I’m going down down down down down!
Because there’s some kind of movie playing
somewhere we know the answer of…yeah

Watch me get up again…

ScOmBeR xxx 2025