today is still tuesday, december 06, 2022. it is half past five in the evening central european time.

i don’t play any instrument. i do everything with midis and vsts. i only use the mouse to make music. but since the magic of my piano vst opened up to me, i let the piano play in my daw and listen to the acapellas on ccmixter. and every but every one sounds good with the piano.

a christmas miracle.:)

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now it’s exactly 7 o’clock in the evening central european time. one and a half hours ago i made this remix. today i once again consumed two bottles of wine and neuroleptics and valium. i hardly remember how i ate the pasta with bolognese sauce or how i put up the christmas tree. anyway, i’m full and the tree is glowing next to me.

why am i telling you this? because i just saw on tiktok how producers struggle with their fate, because they sit for hours on a track and are happy and totally disappointed the next morning.

i don’t even know how i made this remix. i just know that i was on ccmixter listening to acapellas with the piano playing and i was totally blown away.

there are things.